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It's not so easy loving me
It gets so complicated
All the things you've gotta be
Everything's changin
But you're the truth
I'm amazed by all your patience
Everything I put you through

When I'm about to fall
Somehow you're always waitin
with your open arms to catch me
You're gonna save me from myself, yes
You're gonna save me from myself

My love is tainted by your touch
Cuz some guys have shown me aces
But you've got that royal flush
I know it's crazy everyday
Well tomorrow may be shaky
But you never turn away

Don't ask me why I'm cryin
Cuz when I start to crumble
You know how to keep me smilin
You always save me from myself
You're gonna save me from myself

I know it's hard, it's hard
But you've broken all my walls
You've been my strength, so strong

And don't ask me why I love you
It's obvious your tenderness
Is what I need to make me
a better woman to myself
You're gonna save me from myself

p/s I know this is kinda late but pardon me, I'm feeling extra mushy tonight. Heh. & to you b, I LOVE YOU! xoxo

ol' school soldiers rocking out the house!

I was bored during my off day last Thursday, so I decided to rummage through my old pictures and post them up on FB. I know most of my pictures were really offbeat and simply "UUURGH" but who doesn't look offbeat and "UUURGH" back in the 90s and early 2000 man?? Hahahaha!

Looking back, it somehow shows how much we've grown as a person. From someone so carefree and innocent, to someone with full of responsibilities to shoulder. I wish I was at that age whereby I don't even dare do the wrong things. But now, even when we know it's wrong, we'd do it anyway.. I'm sure y'all feel the same too, right?

Actually, I don't even know what the hell I'm blabbering about! Hahaha! Oh! Right after I posted up those pictures in FB, I received friend requests from ex-schoolmates from both Primary and Secondary School! Wonders of FB.. :)

I think this was the only picture-taking session we ever had! Don't recall taking class pictures throughout my Primary School days, except for this!

I was actively involved in almost EVERY performance there is! Hahaha! I just love performing la! :)

Hmm.. I'm guessing we performed Spice Girl's song during this time. Can't really remember the song we danced to.

During my 12th birthday held at Nyai's crib.. I miss this place so much! Too much great memories here.. :(

The one in blue on my left was my ex-boyfriend, Taib! Hahahaha! Now he's waaaaaay bigger size than this!

I'll always remember Cikgu Zahrah coz when I was in Pri 1, she asked me what name I wanted the class to know me by (coz my name was long) and me being minah kampong, said "Ila", coz that's what my family calls me. Then she said, she'll call me Wati instead. So that name got stuck with me till today. The end. Hahahaha

Most favourite thing to do after school....... PLAY CATCHING or CROCODILE! HAHAHAHAHA!

Graduation day performance. So sad... And very the batik! I thought we could keep the clothes after the performance but we had to give them back instead! Cheapo nye cikgu!

Another favourite place to hang-out.. the container. What did we call this place again?

This was in 2004, my first year in ITE Bishan and we managed to meet up. :)

Yes, I was very minah-ish back in secondary school! HAHAHA

My BFFs...

This was in Sec 3. Got reunited with B again coz in Sec 2 we weren't in the same class. :)))

Lesson learnt: NEVER CUT YOUR HAIR WHEN YOU KNOW THERE'S GONA BE A CLASS PHOTO-TAKING SESSION THE NEXT DAY! Hahahahaha. BUROKS!!!

happy birthday mak!

I know i'm like 23minutes late but anyways, to the woman who gave me unconditional love and care since I was a small lil egg in her womb, HAPPY 46th BIRTHDAY!

I LOVE YOU! WE ALL DO! :D

♥ at first sight

Sometimes I feel like I can't get mad at you for sucha long period of time coz when I think back at how I first fell in love with you, it just makes me melt. Then it's like love at first sight all over again.... The feeling is toooo sweet! :)

In less than a month, we'll be celebrating our 8th years together. 8 years, ey? And with that added status to our relationship, I just feel so blissed to be with you. :) Now, let's see what to do on our 8th year? Feel like sketching a nice picture of us (minus shading coz I suck at that!) and frame it up. But with my hectic schedule, I doubt I'll have the time. Whatever it is, I hope we'll get to spend a fruitful time together.

I LOVE YOU, NUR HIZAMI! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

today's the night, tonight's the day

Yes! After all that hard work over the past few days (re: 141%!!!), the day we've been patiently anticipating for finally came! We really deserve this break. Especially for Topman staff. *pats everyone's back* LOL!

 

  

  

 

  

 

  

 

 

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

Please let the day pass slowly.. I wana enjoy the holidays to the fullest. Please, please, PLEASE???

i'm gona soak up the sun

Enjoyed my day amidst the sun, strong breeze and grass. Wasn't exactly a perfect day but nothing beats being around my loved ones. Happy Valentine's Day! :)