I think I might be changing my skin...

Again...

Sigh...

I'm just not satisfied with the end results...

It may look nice but to me, there's just so many imperfections to the skin....

Well...

Guess I'd better start on picking a more suitable skin then...

Toodles!

B, I'M MISSING YOU ALREADY!! HOW??

='(

Dear everybody....

I'm doing some changes to my blogskin...

So pardon me if i take a looooooong time to update...

THAT INCLUDES YOU, SQ!! Haha...

That was totally unnnecessary but I know what you'll tag at my cbox...

K bye!!

=)

Yesterday was Ameen and Roxy's last day (and Malisah too, but a few days before her supposed last day, she went MIA... how like that?)...

Ameen has been working for the company about the same time as me... And I still don't know his reasons for leaving... Maybe to find a better paying job (who doesn't, right?)...?

As for Roxanne (Roxy, for short), she's actually an attachment student from the Phillipines... So after like 6 months working at Topman, she's finally going back... And my Manager, Melvin, is sooo gona miss her... Ahaks! =)

It's so sad to see people come and go... But whatever it is, I want to give a shout out to all the people I have worked with and no longer serving the company: "Thanks for the memories, the laughter, the tear, the gossips, the bitching, the scandalous. In fact, thanks for everything... You guys and girls are the greatest! Except all those who worked for 1-2 days and then MIA... You should be ashamed of yourself...!" Hehe...

Niwaez here are some pictures we took after doing closing... Actually not some ah... These are all the pictures we took... Hehe... Sorry if there's no pictures of Ameen.... Maybe on the next post I'll compile pictures of all the people who have contributed all their efforts and energy in the company...

In the meantime, enjoy ya...! =)

Roxy, posing with her new pet Dragonfly...

The Dragonfly suddenly wanted to fly off...

Notice the string on the dragonfly's
tail and on her wrist? That's its "leash"... =)

Testing... =p

Haha... Ira (on the left) and Sharon (on the right)
were taking position when the camera snapped!

Back row from left: Hanz, Ira, Joko, Maya &
Sharon
Centre row: Kenneth, Melvin & Roxy
Front row: MEEEE!!!!! =)

Maya trying to act "kawaii"...
She's from China and so-called
"bound" with us for 2 years...

Joko said I always pose like this...

And this, too...! Typical me.... =)

We're on SALE!!!

Stupid passerby..... Hehe...

Yes, I know... I'm cute...
Well, what can I say? =)

Look at where Melvin put his hand?
Naughty, naughty....

That's Maya's hand, by the way...

This shot was by accident...

Look at my camera first la!!

Look at Ira and Sharon...
Not ready.... Again....

Last group picture... FINALLY!

In the car, on my way home with my lil bro...

Little grey smiling hood... =)



by the way.......

Jess was sabo-ed for her advance
birthday!! Haha... The Sabo Queen
has lost her title..!
But BEWARE..!
She might want to claim
her throne back... SOON!! =)

3 more days to the weekends!!!!! =)

NUR HIZAMI B JOHARI....

thanks for sleeping while I was typing my blog eh!!
HMMPH!!!

p/s: I'm gona miss you Roxy and Ameen!! =(

I

AM

SOOOO

TIRED....!!!

Went for Visual Merchandising (VM) course in the morning that was held at Vivo...

Had to dismantle this...

Dismantle that...

Replace this...

Replace that...

Style this...

Style that...

Sigh...

Despite all the "this and that", I learnt quite a lot of things from this course... Didn't really read up on our current trend, but at least I know the name of the trend which is "Hacienda"... =)

If you ask me what is "Hacienda", I can confidently tell you that it is a trend from the clubbing scene in Manchester in which clashy colours (re: bold and striking colours) are matched together, thus making it a fashion statement.... Cool huh?... =)

Niwaez... At the end of the course, each of us were picked to partner one staff from other outlet and then assigned to an outlet (which we don't work at) and do up a project based on what we had learnt... My partner is Ama from TMPWP... I wonder if she's a good partner to work with... Hmmm... But I already have an idea on how to present the project, just hope she just go along with it... She better be...! Hehe...

So the course ended at 3 and after that we went window shopping... Went to Zara to find Lyn... Then saw Lydiah, joining Mat Nor and Shahrazad for their break... Sigh.... Some people don't change, do they?...

Hmm.... What else?....

Oh ya...

I just remembered that I'm like sooo tired... I haven't even change my clothes yet....!

By the way before I go, here are some pictures for you to enjoy.... Tata! =)

During our break...
From left: Iskandar (tmwa), Ain (my colleague) & Kiem (tswa)

Boring session with Soffian, my colleague...
He's not gay by the way...
Just shy... =)

Lepak time...

From left: Ain, Me, Kiem, Iskandar, Mus and Ama

i love you and miss u many2 Nur Hizami B Johari...!!! =)

Time check: 7.03pm

Departure time to HTA: 7.30pm

Status of writer: Lonely... Yet again...

Sigh....

Let's just put our loneliness (or should I say, MY loneliness) aside and fill you up on our finally-we-get-to-meet-after-so-long-session....

Yesterday was THE day I was waiting for after like 11 whole days... A few days ago, I had already planned out what to do when I meet him at the carpark when he fetches me from work... That is:

1. Smile at him from afar (that's what I usually do when I meet him)...


2. Give him a big hug...
   

Then when it was time to meet...

YES I DID smiled at him upon seeing him...

NO I DID NOT give him a big hug...


No to the second one coz firstly, he was on his bike and secondly coz there's a "makcik" behind us... Malu la saye... =)


Niwaez had dinner with his family at Tampines... I adore his nephew Afiq... So cute and chubby... And when he got out of the car, he pushed everyone aside just to "salam" me... So clever... Hehe... Overall, I had fun.... Expected more from him but.... Never mind... I shan't enclose too much information...


Enough of talking and time for pictures.....!

21 July 2007

Smiling botak =)

That's Afiq Putra...

My face... Uuuurgh!!

Weeeeee!!!!

_______________________________________________

22 July 2007

He's forcing himself to smile...

Much better....

Caught off-guard =)

Be missing him.......... ='(

p/s: Shout out to sayang's mum.... Happy birthday, Cik..! Forgot to wish her on that day...

I'm so DISAPPOINTED...!

MAD...!

VEXED...!

FRUSTRATED...!

ANGRY...!

And whatever unpleasant words you can think of when you're feeling this way...

WHY??!!

COZ SAYANG WON'T BE COMING HOME TODAY....!!!

I'm not mad at him, but the stupid "new rule" that HTA inforced at the very last minute...

What the @#%^&%$$!!!!

The agreement CLEARLY states that they will be in camp for 10 days...

If it's written in black and white, you should jolly well follow what is stipulated on paper...!

You can't just alter the agreement as and when you feel like it!

So bloody damn angry...

HMMPH!!!....

Luckily, I was on course when sayang broke the news this afternoon... At least I was distracted enough to not feel sad or angry... But after a while, the feeling suddenly seeped in through my system... That usually happens when I'm alone.... That's why I hate being alone.... All kinds of feelings or emotions can make me feel sooooo small.....

At first I told Ain (my colleague, who went to the same course), and she pitied me.... But her pity didn't have any effect on me... Maybe coz her pity was somewhat jokingly... I sense no pitiness in it (haha... what the hell?)...

Then, when I was in the locker room about to go home, I told Ira (another colleague of mine) about it. She was genuinely concerned... I was complaining to her that he'll only come home tomorrow and she said: "It's only for one more day, Wati..."... And I retorted back: "But one day is a big deal to me ok??"... Then she laughed....

I went out to let Jess (my supervisor) check my bag before going off, and Ira told me: "Don't sad-sad k?"... Jess asked what happened and Ira told her that sayang won't be coming home (but of course she didn't call sayang "sayang" la... hehe...)... So I told Jess: "K I'm going to drown... Drown in my tears...." And she stopped me by saying: "No, please don't drown....! At least wait for Marini to come back so that she can take over you....".... That part "CUT!!".... Hehe... Jess and her nonsense... =)

So here I am typing away.... Not about the supposedly "wonderful" time I was supposed to have... Instead, I'm writing yet another sorrow story... Sigh...

BUT.....!

I'm sure tomorrow's gonna be a whole different story to tell.... I simply CAN'T wait for tomorrow... Let's count down the hours left till tomorrow together, shall we?

As of now, it's 17 hours and 15 mins to tomorrow (that is, if he's meeting me when I'm having my break)...

And 20 hours 15 mins, if he's meeting me after work.....

So I guess I'll stop here then....

LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH NUR HIZAMI B JOHARI......!!!!! MMMUACKZ!!! =)

p/s: Adek kepo seh bace blog org.... hehehe..... Joking ya... See you tomorrow!! Finally, there's something to smile about... =)

PEOPLE!!!

I just cut my hair today...

Managed to at least smile for the camera... =)


Back view...

What do you guys think? Cool? Nice? Ugly but adorable?

Hah!

Been wanting to cut my hair like Rihanna but it turned out to be, like what my mum said, some Primary 1 kid...

NOOOOOOOO....!!!

I don't want to look like a Primary School kid!!

I want to look like Rihanna!!! Like this....

Now I'm full of regrets...

Sayang will laugh at me when he sees me this Friday... Not to worry, I will laugh at him too once I get to see his baldy head... Hehe... By the way, he told me that his officers told them that they might be going home only on Saturday instead of Friday... I told him maybe they were just threatening them... And he said all his squad mates were all disappointed to hear that including him as well... All the plans that we had planned (haha!) everyday might be postponed.... Haiz... But I have the strong feeling that his bloody officers are only joking with them...

To ALL the officers of Nur Hizami B Johari and his squad mates........

TAKE THIS....!!!!

That's for threatening my sayang...! HMMPH!!

It's okay yang... I'll just wait for you.... Don't worry too much or else you'll get white pointy hair growing from your semi-bald head.... Hehe....

LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH!!!

p/s: Don't stare too much at that face... No make-up on.... Sheer ugliness!! Aaaargh!

I'm tired...

SUPER tired!

My dark circles are getting darker... It seems that the ZA Banish Dark Circles and Dull Skin treatment kit is not working... Maybe coz I only use it like two or three times a week? Haha... No wonder... =p

Now I'm on the phone talking to him... One set of fingers typing away while my ears and shoulders are supporting the phone... Multi-tasking... That's my job scope... Haha...

Checked my email today and got this really really interesting but, how do I put it? Hmm.. Sad (if that's the right word to use) story... So, anyways, the story went like this........

The incident happened recently at Makkah Hospital... This unfortunate mother has 2 daughters and she was expecting her third child... According to the doctor, the child that she's carrying was a girl... Since she already had 2 daughters, she was kinda sad coz she was yearning to get a baby boy... So everytime people ask her about the gender of the child (while she was still pregnant), she jokingly told them that she was expecting a baby snake.... And when it was time to deliver the baby, with Allah's powers, the baby really turned out to look like a snake....

If you don't believe me, check out the video at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fsacu_z_4o8... But please do not watch it if you're faint-hearted or pregnant...

ENJOY....!

By the way.... 3 MORE DAYS TO GO!!!!! WOOOHOOO....!! =)

Yesterday was tiring... But FUN!!! Worked in the morning, then went out with my bestie, Saby... We only managed to snap two pictures coz we're too lazy to smile... Hehe...

In the toilet part I

In the toilet part II
(with whoever she is in the background..)

The best part was that we wore the same colour jeans and slippers (both black, by the way) and we even wore the same brand for the top.... OMG!!... And Saby was like: "Malunye aku nak jalan ngn ko...!" and "Great minds think alike....!".... She and her lame quotes... Buh! =)

Niwaez... She wanted to shop around and waste her money but didn't really know where to go... Haiz... She's always like that... While walking in Tangs she said she was hungry, so off we went to Lucky Plaza's McDonald's (it's kinda funny coz everytime we meet, we always eat here and at the same area.. haha...).. While eating, saw my colleague, Kenneth, with his friends... He was like: "Not working ah today?" I told him I was in the morning shift and came straight from work... Then he asked again: "So you not working ah?"... I was kinda pissed off but with his "slenge" nature I just laugh it off... I think he actually wanted to ask something else but he put it in the same question... Haha... Lame!....

Next stop, Paragon... Looked for my ex-colleague, Ifa, at Banana Republic... The same old Ifa... No make-up and sleepy face... Browsed around and the things there are sooooo EXPENSIVE!! Ifa was telling me about their launch date that was 2 days ago, and at the end of the day, they managed to rake in like a few hundred thousand in a day... Damn those rich folks!... While talking to Ifa, suddenly Kenneth came in... I was like: "Eh you followed me here is it?"... And he said: "No la, I just walk-walk here..." Then he went off..... Weirdo!...

So next was Heeren.... The place was so quiet and there's nothing interesting to see other than my favourite stop-over, Flash n Splash... Hehe.... Then we're off to chill at Starbucks near California Fitness (and when we went there, it was closed! what luck!...)... Met and chill with Saby's cousin, Khairul.... They sat there reminiscing the old times while I was waiting for the song that Saby bluetoothed to me... Then ladidadida....... Talk talk talk..... Laugh laugh laugh.... At one point boring boring boring.... And before I knew it, we're at the train station... To cut the story short la..... Hehe...

And you know what????..........

4 more days to go.....!!!! WOOOOHOOOO!!!

MISSING HIM....... =) =) =) =)

p/s: Thanks Sab for your time... If not for the keys which you left at my house I don't know when we'll meet again...

END SEASON SALE.... AAARGGHHH!!!

Yesterday was madness....!

I had to be at the cashier all day.. Didn't get the chance to go out of the counter to serve customers (which I actually don't, just chat with my colleagues... hehe...).... Everyone had their own tasks to do, either to tag the sales items or change the VM or serve customers... And, poor me, I was shuffling between Topshop's counter and Topman's counter...

Yes the counters are near to each other but it's tiring, you know!! I get even frustrated when the men join the ladies' queue or when the ladies join the men's queue... Can't they read the sign or something?? My throat gets dry everytime I explain to them about the queue... @#$%^&*!!

Niwaez back to the point...

We were all getting ready items for end season sale which starts today... And I tell you the items are going down from as low as $9!! Can you imagine yourself buying a top at Topshop for just $9?? It'll be like WOW!! Too bad, the sales item for Topman are not that interesting and we only have some options...

But, hey, this is Singapore... Few options or not, if it's SALES they won't take a second look.... And those with UOB credit cards or our F3 members are also in for a treat... Can't reveal more information or else I'll be..... So to finish up the set-up for today, we had to go home at 11pm....

After that, I still had time to call love.... He seems to be getting on well.... Like me... Hehe... I'm not so "cengeng" like the past few days... I'm actually looking forward to seeing him next Friday!! WOOOHOOO!! Time do fly by when you're busy and all... =)

By the way, love made a blooper while he was telling me about his day and everything... He was saying that they were made to fall in... And the officer (or whatever they call it) told them to shout as loudly as they can... And (sorry if this is in Malay again, don't know how to put it in English!) dengan "sesardin-sardinnye" and "seconfirm-confirmnye" he said: "The officer stood right in front of me and he said that I shout the shoutest so now I'm the marksman"..... After hearing that I said: "Shout the loudest la..!" And was laughing like mad... That's my love alright.... If in every conversation there's no bloopers, it's not him... Hehehe.....

Two days ago, they cut his hair.... He told me he looked in the mirror and saw his dad.... Then I told him: "Now then you know you look like your dad?"... Hehe....

Till then, 7 more days yang... LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU... Can't wait to see you!! =)

3rd Day...

Today's the 3rd day love is in NS...

Not gona write much (maybe just a little bit more) today except to post some pictures that his sis passed to me... The pictures are the exact replicas of what she had posted in her blog... So bare with it guys... Heez... =)

The prison of all prison...

Look at the trees... They're as thin as you, yang... =)

That's his mum... I wonder why when people take his picture while he's eating and talking at the same time, they always look the same... Hmm...

Did you guys see that? That's his number... 14!!

That's his one and only sis... Can't help but notice how "slenger" he is in the picture... He told me not to post this in but I still insist... Your sis post the same picture too, yang... =)

Now I'm starting to miss him... Haiz...

He told me yesterday (sorry if this is in malay): "You wait for me k? Don't give up tau yang... Nanti bile I da balik, I suro mak ajak you kua den kite kua same2 k...? Da jgn nangis... Good night... I love you very much sayang... Miss you... Bye..."....

And while I was typing this he suddenly gave me a call.. It's like as if he knows that I'm missing him at this very moment... And as usual I cried everytime he had to go... Cengeng tol... Haiz...

He even sent me an sms shortly after which read: "Yang don't worry, I'm ok here.. U take care k, I'm also worried about you... Anything message I k... Or anything urgent inform adek... Love you and miss you dear... Mmmuackz!!!"...

I may be laughing and singing at work but my heart aches knowing that I have to go through this journey alone without you physically near me.... But somehow I have to stay positive coz you'll eventually come home to me....... I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU TOO YANG... Let's just pray that time pass us by quickly so that we don't have to go through another day like this again...

p/s: Thanks adek for the pictures... Wish I was there but it's good enough that you could capture those moments... =)

tick tock... tick tock...

I gotta leave again
I don't wanna go
Things can be so lonely on the road
Could be the presidential suite
But nothing's ever like your bed at home
Especially when you're away from the one you love
It gets tough

Even though it hurts when I'm off at work
Looking at her picture soothes my pain
And for a moment I, find myself right back at home again
I remember, through the ups and downs of my day
I can say, my baby will be

Sitting, waiting, longing, holding on for me
While the time goes tick tock tick tock
My baby will be
Sitting, waiting, longing, holding on for me
While the time goes tick tock tick tock

She's gotta leave again
She don't wanna go
Hates to be away from me so long
She calls me everyday but
She can't kiss her baby on the phone
When we're hanging up
The tears start rolling down
But somehow oh

Even though she cries
She can find her smile
Cos she knows with me her heart is safe
Funny how time away, makes a loving heart grow fond again
She remembers, through the ups and downs of her day
She can say, oh that I'll be...

Sitting, waiting, longing, holding on for her
While the time goes tick tock tick tock
Her baby will be
Sitting, waiting, longing, holding on for her
While the time goes tick tock tick tock
Oh, we remember, through the ups and downs of our days
We can say, oh that we'll be

Sitting, waiting, longing, holding on for love
While the time goes tick tock tick tock
Oh we will be
Sitting, waiting, longing, holding on for love
While the time goes tick tock tick tock

**This song is dedicated to NUR HIZAMI B JOHARI
(I guess this is the best song to describe us... LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH!)

TRANSFORMERS!!

Finally... I get to watch it yesterday! After all the hype at work about this movie being great and everything I FINALLY WATCHED IT...! Even my manager was like gushing about the directors and producers (they're Michael Bay and Steven Spielbergs, by the way...)! He was saying something like "What more can you expect from these directors?".... Something like that lah I can't remember... =)

All the actions, the sound effects, the funny man Shia LaBeouf (I remember him from the show Even Stevens) and of course the soooo cooool lean and mean machines that makes you go gooogooogaaagaaa over it... Now I know who is Optimus Prime, Bumble Bee, Megatron etc... Haha... No wonder my colleagues watched the movie like 2 or 3 times.... I thought they're like crazy or something but after that I realise it's worth wasting your money on coz the movie is sooo damn goood...! OMG now I'm gushing over the movie just like my manager.... Haha...

But back to reality....

Today will be my last day hanging out with my dearly beloved... Like I said, he's gona leave me... Wana cherish every single second, minute or hour that we're gona spend today... Haiz... Niwaez for these couple of days, my friend, Sab, has been calling me every single day trying to make me not feel lonely... But she always calls at the wrong time and place.... Hehe.... I still appreciate her, though.... Coz she's willing to be there when I need her the most... THANKS SABY!! =)

Yang, if you're reading this....

This NS thingy.... It sucks.... Really.... But I guess we can overcome it... It's just 2 years, right? 2 years go by very fast, right? It will, right? I just hope it will... Don't worry yang... I will wait for you... Promise you that my love for you won't change... Ever.... Do write something back... Just for memories...

LOVE YOU SAYANG....

eLscope

elsCOp3

2 MORE DAYZ!!! AAAAARGHHH!!!

Baby's going NS...

He's gona leave me...

To fend for myself...

To be independent...

To be strong...

But to me it means....

To be lonely...

To be lonely...

To be lonely...

U guys might be saying this: "It's only for ten days, why get so worked up?"...

That's the problem... Ten days to me is everything.. If he's not in NS, that ten days is equivalent to..... Shopping... Lepaking... Go work... Come back from work... Meet friends... Explore singapore... Go beach... Shopping.... Shopping... And more shopping... And that's ten activities that we could do if not for NS....!

But you see, after that ten days ordeal, he gets to go home only on weekends... At least that's still ok but 2 days?? If you times 5 you'll get the answer going back to square one... U know what I mean?

For now, all I can afford to do is stare at his face all day and all night hoping that I won't be missing him as much as what I'd imagine it like... SIGH.... To all girlfriends who's facing the same... What should I call it? Problem? Nah.... Obstacle? Yes... Obstacle... I FEEL YOU...

...

Got to know from mak that my cousin who just got engaged last weekend, will be holding her wedding at OUR PLACE. And ayah was the one who volunteered coz apparently he said that my aunt's place at Yishun is too small for such a big event to happen in.



Yeeeeessss...!!



That's my dad alright...! Always trying to help others...... But did he even think about my feelings?



Noooooo....!!!!!!!



He obviously DID NOT! And he has already booked the freaking multi-purpose hall!! I'm not jealous or anything but hey, we're talking about a wedding here! I'm not married yet or even engaged! And to let someone (even though she's your cousin) to get married and hold the wedding at your place is just so.......... UNFAIR!!! I live here so I should be THE ONE to hold the wedding at that pathetic lil multi-purpose hall FIRST!! Imagine people coming in and out of your place thinking that the person who's getting married is your son/daughter but the fact is your son/daughter is not... I repeat... IS NOT the one getting married! HMMPH!!



But...



On a lighter note.....



I have to say that even though the wedding is at OUR PLACE (must emphasize a bit, mah!), all her wedding stuffs ie bed, wardrobe, and all those things associated with newly weds, will be at her mom-in-law's place. (Giler kepe nak letak semue barang2 die kt sini?! Mane mak aku nk tido??! Tau2 nanti aku yang kene tido kt luar....) Niwaez that means when the event is over, she's off to her new family... Come to think of it, it's only for a few days... And i guess i can handle a few days... A few days won't hurt, right?

Right... =)