I did something bad yesterday...
Something that I have sworn myself not to do...
But it's not my fault (at least that's what I feel)...
I suddenly had the craving to have it...
It was right before my very eyes....
My heart was telling me "No, no, no"...
And my head was telling me "Go, go, go"....
So in the spur of the moment, I just went for it...
Without thinking of the consequences....
......................................But halfway through, the sense of guilt started to seep in...
Oh my god! I can't believe what I did!
I admit I'm just beginning to try and live without it... It has only been a few days... Or maybe a week already...
But now, I think my mindset is clear.... I want to stop....
Stop for good...
In order to be free...
And to live a normal life again...
....................................................
So there....
That's my confession....
I'm sorry b........ I know I won't do it again....
PROMISE.....
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