it's getting nearer!

more days to B's big day...!

And I'm soooo freaking excited about it! ;)

At the same time, I'm a bit pissed with myself for forgetting to bring home that something I bought earlier in the day. I only realised it when I was already at the platform, waiting for the train to arrive. Bah!

Anyhoos, just received the big "B" today and I must say it was a little disappointing. People are talking about recessions and stuff and we're only feeling the pinch, like, now? So.... OUCH! Haha. Ok it's kinda lame but hell yeah it hurts! Coz at the end of the day you know you've been working your assess off like crazy and at the end of the day you only get like "taik hidung"? *sighs* Whatever it is, I'm still grateful for everything that I have now. I know that there are people who's in a far more crucial state than I am. So I'm thankful for that. ;)

Speaking of work, Jess has been telling me that she really wants to see me go up the next level. Which is a good thing coz at least I know that people do recognise my hardwork all these years. The thing that I'm not too sure is my level of confidence. It's true when Jess said that I'm a soft-hearted/spoken person (only at work, mind you!) coz of that, I'm just afraid that people will take advantage of the situation. And when I do get angry, I feel like the staff don't really have any reaction to that. It's like they don't give that same respect they have towards Jess. I know that respect needs to be earned but sometimes you just have to give them some. But of coz if that person treats you like shit you throw that shit right back. *giggles*

I guess I'll have to add on another resolution for this year:

TO BE MORE OUTSPOKEN AND HAVE CONFIDENCE IN MYSELF!

Wish me luck people! ;)

And not forgetting, a big GOOD LUCK also to Fiqah, Amirah, Arlene, Daphne and Rafiz for their O's tomorrow! :)

p/s I can't wait for bbq-ing with my maternal fam on eve of CNY!

p/p/s I have to work on 2nd day of CNY!!!!! @%$^$%&^*&!

p/p/p/s I have my eyes super glued to that pink DKNY watch. *hint hint*